[And there's another pause once that's out there; it's difficult to really say what he wants without preaching to the choir, but in the end...well, so be it.]
I don't like being human.
I understand that there's no danger here, not like there is back home, and if anything humans are better-suited for survival in this world. But it's something that I'm always aware of - that there's something entirely different about me now, and even if other people can't tell it feels like maybe they can if they look hard enough. The way I think is different, I do things that I'm aware are incredibly...inhuman, for lack of a better phrase, and it's not something I can help but it's something that others won't really understand even if I were to try to explain it to them.
Everything else is fine, really. I like this world in general, and I've enjoyed the experiences I've had here. Objectively, it's better than Tokyo, I'm well aware of that much. But I can't stand being human.
You have my apologies for speaking so freely about something I know you appreciate so much, but I can't stand it.
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I don't like being human.
I understand that there's no danger here, not like there is back home, and if anything humans are better-suited for survival in this world. But it's something that I'm always aware of - that there's something entirely different about me now, and even if other people can't tell it feels like maybe they can if they look hard enough. The way I think is different, I do things that I'm aware are incredibly...inhuman, for lack of a better phrase, and it's not something I can help but it's something that others won't really understand even if I were to try to explain it to them.
Everything else is fine, really. I like this world in general, and I've enjoyed the experiences I've had here. Objectively, it's better than Tokyo, I'm well aware of that much. But I can't stand being human.
You have my apologies for speaking so freely about something I know you appreciate so much, but I can't stand it.