Perhaps. Just the same, I'm wondering when you started deciding that it would be for the best to do things because it "seems easier," because it's been a frequent line of consideration for some time, at least as far as you've discussed things with me.
There's self-deprecation and there's not doing things to defeat that which causes it; I'm unfortunately familiar with how much you do the former, it's the latter that concerns me.
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There's self-deprecation and there's not doing things to defeat that which causes it; I'm unfortunately familiar with how much you do the former, it's the latter that concerns me.
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[There's a pause before he sends anything else, a bit lengthier than the rest have been.]
Things have been really good here, so far. A lot better than I'd been used to. But sometimes it feels like maybe it's all too good to be true.
I guess I just don't want to do anything that might mess that up.
[He's got something of a track record for messing things up, or making bad decisions that ultimately mess things up.]
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[And he doesn't, not really.]
If the local criminal organization hasn't found a way to utterly break the world yet, somehow I doubt we're going to.
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I guess. From what I've heard, they're not usually very good at that sort of thing, anyway.
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[...okay banjou-san kind of is but he is an outlier who shouldn't be considered]
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Mm...I guess the only difference is that they're actually trying to break it.
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I don't know, Tsukiyama-san. It's a dumb thing to worry about.
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